Yesterday, thank god, was the first day I managed to leave my bed without severe regrets in a week.
It started on Monday with a horribly scratchy throat, and by the time I finished class on Tuesday (classes on Tuesday end at 11:00 AM) all I was capable of doing was crawling back into bed and refusing to leave.
On Wednesday, the university sent out an email about the flu. It, apparently, was hitting campus hard, and we were strongly advised to not go to class, really, do not go, until our symptoms had died. It is kind of difficult to miss class because
a) I actually enjoy class and
b) I am spending an awful lot of money for the privilege of going to class and
c) all my classes have participation grades that are partly based on attendance which leads me to
d) I am a giant baby nerd who cries when she gets bad grades.
But, alas, when one is incapable of standing without the world lazily spinning in gentle ovals around you and one’s throat has decided to restrict passage of air and other necessities, and one’s hands—and body—shake like the long-awaited California earthquake has finally hit, albeit highly localized—basically, my roommate threatened to duct tape me to my bed if I even thought about getting out of it.
Ergo, here follows a list of the things I did when sick:
- Went through the denial stage of illness and went to class.
- Regretted it.
- Got into bed.
- Did not get out of bed.
- Complained frequently.
- Refused food.
- Except orange juice.
- And some chocolate but that’s because. You know. Chocolate.
- Watched two and a half seasons of The Legend of Korra.
- Remembered that The Legend of Korra is actually an awesome TV show.
- Got really emotional because of The Legend of Korra.
- Aggressively refused to do homework.
- Regretted that too.
- Attempted to make everyone else miserable with me, because misery loves company.
- Actually did not regret that part.
- Drank more orange juice.
- Complained some more.
- Got my roommate mildly sick. #sorrynotsorry.
- Contemplated things I should be doing.
- Rolled over in my bed and did not do any of said things I had to do.
I finally dragged my sorry carcass out of bed on Friday, because I was tired of being sick and I had a Very Important Thing on Saturday and basically I had no choice but to recover. It was unpleasant.
Although—I did have an interesting discussion in my last class of the day, International Law in a Political Context, about international law vaccinations, and why you should get them, and remember when we weren’t allowed to go to school without the measles vaccinations, and this is how polio was eradicated does anyone actually want to have polio and did everyone get their flu shot this year?
I actually did, but, as everyone knows, the flu mutates.
I did actually survive the week, and on Saturday I put on both my contact lenses and then mascara and headed off to my Very Important Thing, and pretended to be totally recovered. I was not, but it’s the attitude that helps.
I just tend to get sick of being sick; it gets in the way of my schedule and my planned blog posts and my life and my eating habits. So I have decided that, while that was a wild ride, I am not going to get sick again this semester.
If I do, I will remain in step one: denial.