Phoenix Park

It has been… well, I won’t say it’s been nice weather lately, but it’s been in the 50s and sunny more often than not, and that means we need to leave the house and enjoy what little Vitamin D we can grab with our fragile, translucent skin.

And that means a trip to Phoenix Park!

Phoenix Park

Phoenix Park is a huge green space located in Northwest Dublin City.  It’s around 1700 acres, and it’s actually been a home to a herd of wild deer since the 17th century; that’s how big it is.

deers!

 

 

The deer are very hard to see, but I promise they’re moseying around in that picture.

There is a huge obelisk in the park, too.

obelisk

It’s called the Wellington Monument and is the tallest obelisk in Europe.  It’s commemorating the Duke of Wellington’s military successes, and there are four bronze plaques around it that were made by melting down cannons from the Battle of Waterloo.

plaques

It looked like it would be fun to climb around on, but unfortunately all the blue sky and fluffy clouds were hiding the terrible fact that it was windy as all get out.  My friend and I rented bikes to explore the park more quickly (side note: my bike had a bell) and I was almost blown over a few times!

Cousin It taking pictures

It was a very good day to frolic, though.

frolicking!

 

 

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My Fútbol Debut

This last week has been so busy and I’ve done so many amazing and culturally enriching things. I went to a winery and sampled typical Chilean wine. I went to a festival celebrating the Mapuche people (the native people in Chile). I went to an area right outside Santiago, called Cajon de Maipo, and explored the city of San Jose de Maipo. If I was smart, I would tell you about the festival I went to, which has definitely been one of the most culturally enriching experiences I have had during my time here. But something else has happened this week that although has not taught me an abundance about Chilean culture or history, has altered my daily life in a different way.
I joined a soccer team.
Before I came down here I knew I wanted to join a league and play a little bit while I was here. I packed my cleats with the full intention of getting some use out of them, but it was a lot harder to find this opportunity than I first thought. When I first arrived, I actually attempted to get on the selection team at the University, but when I obtained the email and telephone number of the coach from the athletic office they were both incorrect. I actually had a coordinator of my program try and figure out the contact information as well and she also could not get her hands on the right information. So basically my attempt to play with the University team ended in a dead-end and I thought my chance of getting to play with some Chileans while I was down here was over.
Then a few weeks ago at dinner my host mom told me her nephew had a girlfriend who was in a soccer league. My host mom kindly told this girl about me and asked if I could play on the team with them. (My host mom is literally the best!) The girl said yes and I was stoked to start playing. I had to wait a few weeks since the games for the league didn’t start until the end of April.
Our first game was this Monday. I hopped on the metro, going to a stop I’d never gone to before and trying to find a school that I literally had no idea where it was. Of course I went in the wrong direction a couple times on my way to the fields but I have now gained the confidence to ask people for directions before I get too far. I got to the field and had to ask around to see who my team was because I had never met ANY of these girls before. I’ve done some pretty sporadic things while I’ve been down here, but this was the first time I found myself in a situation immersed with all Chileans that I’d never met before and without a gringo friend to accompany me.
After finding my team they all quickly introduced themselves. Of course I only remembered two names for the rest of the night—Jenny and Daniela (American names, more or less). The game itself was so much fun. I hadn’t played in so long, since summer, and it felt so good to have it all come back to me so quickly. All the drills and passes flooded back and I found myself doing the things that my coach had drilled into us the last season I had played. I ended up scoring the first goal of the game, which surprised me since first of all I was playing defense and second, I usually don’t score goals. Instantly all the girls congratulated me and I felt like I was apart of the team.
By the end of the game not only had I won the approval of my teammates but a few girls on the other team as well came up to me and said how impressed they were with my playing ability. After we walked off the field, the girls on my team said I was the best recruitment they had made. I was shocked. I hadn’t played in so long and for all the girls to be giving me compliments like this definitely boosted my confidence. While I would not consider myself to be amazing by American standards, these girls put me on a pedestal like I was an aspiring Olympian. They said they were actually nervous to have me play with them at first because they had no idea how I played, but then said I could not have proved them more wrong. I impressed them so much that one girl asked me to play with another team in a different league the very next night. Of course I said yes. I had so much fun that night and when I walked off the field all I wanted to do was go back on and play another game. Not only that but getting to meet and play with Chileans was exactly the experience I was looking for.
The next night was just as good. I didn’t play quite as well but I met a bunch of other Chileans and had a great time getting to play with them. These past two nights have definitely made me realize though, that although my Spanish has improved a lot, I still have a long way to go. It was really difficult to understand all the girls, especially when they were all talking to each other. I could barely understand anything that was going on. When I was on the field too I realized that I didn’t have the words to say where I was so that I could get the ball. I would say “Yo, yo” or “Aquí” but I didn’t know a lot of the words I wanted to say while I was playing. I wanted to speak English so badly. It was also a challenge to be playing a game and thinking about where I needed to be on the field while also thinking about what I wanted to say in Spanish.
Overall this experience has really opened up my world down here. I’m starting to really meet Chileans and become integrated into their social circles with these teams I’m on now. It’s hard to meet Chileans when you’re only in class with them or meet them briefly in a club. But on a team it feels like you’re instantly friends. This is the exact experience I’ve been hoping for. And it’s everything I could’ve asked for. Not only will I learn so much more Spanish but I’ll make lasting friendships as well.

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Tidbits and Sundries

Germans do not understand the difference between cupcakes and muffins.  I have tried to explain, several times, and I have even baked both, as examples, but they do not understand.  This completely mystifies me, since I have seen muffins all over the place, and there is even a little cupcake shop in Berlin, Tiger Toertchen.

The lovely Kayla visited me, this weekend.  My first visitor!  I guess Greifswald is not high up on people’s places to visit, unlike Berlin, Hamburg, Munich, etc.  Sadly, the weather was less than excellent, but we braved the damp cold, and walked around the Innenstadt.  Our time together was particularly low-key, since I just happened to also get sick on Friday.  This is particularly bad timing, since I was supposed to co-chaperone one of the 12th grade classes on Tuesday.  They are going to the zoo in Rostock, and I really, really wanted to go!  I miss my 12th graders, and I’ve never been to Rostock (except for the train station).  Judging by my current half-alive, half-dead state, I will not be going.  🙁  Crossing my fingers for a recovery by Friday– Fabian, Mackenzie and I are going to go to Berlin for the weekend, to see the Wise Guys in concert.

What I do when I am sick:

  • sleep
  • appreciate how I am no longer in school, and I don’t have to worry about falling behind
  • watch classic Doctor Who
  • sleep
  • watch the new Doctor Who episode
  • spend hours browsing Doctor Who-themed tumblrs
  • sleep
  • watch classic Doctor Who
  • go back to the tumblrs
  • complain to my roommates about being sick, thus coercing them into feeding me and giving me cold meds.
  • oooh, drugs.
  • sleep.

thumb_davidtennantdoc Can’t… words…Blargh.

 

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Somos Famosos

While I am living with a host family, attending a Chilean school, speaking the Spanish language, and overall very immersed in the culture of Chile there will always be one thing holding me back from every fully being recognized as a Chilean—my blonde hair. While there are some women down here who have their hair dyed blonde, my lighter skin paired with my light hair is a dead give away that I’m not from Latin America. And once I speak, this is confirmed. I don’t have perfect Spanish, believe or it not after only about a month and a half here I still feel very lost in some conversations and can’t quite get across what I want to say, and because of this people automatically know I’m not from here.
I want to embrace my gringoness and be proud of where I come from, but I must admit it is a little disheartening when I am speaking to someone in Spanish and then they start using English with me because they can speak perfect English and realize my Spanish is not up to par. But while this is a little frustrating, it doesn’t bother me quite as much as another habit I’ve noticed the Chileans have around me.
Everywhere I go I am constantly stared at. Some days I don’t feel the eyes bearing into my back as much as others, and usually it doesn’t bother me too much, but the other week I noticed it more than normal and even some of the people in my program who were with me that day confirmed that the stares were only for me. I think it may have been my outfit, which would not have been scandalous in the US, but here I guess it’s a different story. I was wearing a skirt with boots paired with a jean jacket and scarf. Everywhere I went the men would look me up and down and my friend Melissa even started counting how many people stared at me as we walked down the streets. She decided after a couple minutes it would be easier to count the people who hadn’t stared at me.
A taxi driver even turned his car around to get another glimpse at me. Melissa and I were walking on a small street and the taxi driver slowed down as he came past us and then quickly turned around and shouted out the window “Mi amor” before continuing on his way. Mind you, this man was at least 50 years old. GROSS! And that was not the first time I heard “Mi amor” being shouted to me that day.
Then, when I was walking back from class later that day with my friend Martha, we were about to cross a street when a man on his motorcycle passed and low and behold, started at me. But not only did he do a quick glance, he kept staring as he drove down the street, keeping his head turned over his shoulder until the next stop light about 200 meters in the distance. Creepy and dangerous.
I decided I was never doing the boots with skirt combo again and hopefully I wouldn’t get as many stares, or at least not notice them as much. Then a group of us went to Chiloe this weekend and as we were sitting in the airport a group of boys were sitting right behind us and we could all tell they were staring. This time though I figured it must be because we were a big group of gringas speaking English. They kept gawking their heads at us for a little while and once we all started to feel uncomfortable, a couple of them approached us.
They asked if they could have a picture. I wasn’t sure if they wanted us to take a picture of their group for them or if they wanted a picture of us—the group of Americans. After they repeated the question several times and we tried to figure out exactly what they meant, one of the boys stepped up to me, wrapped his arm around my shoulder while at the same time his friend took a picture. I burst out laughing. I didn’t realize they wanted a picture with just me! The group continued to take pictures with me individually while not only I laughed but the rest of the girls I was with cracked up as well.
Eventually they took pictures with some of the other girls but for a moment I thought they were only memorized with me. All of us girls were laughing non-stop. “Somos famosos,” we said—“We’re famous.” The boys literally bombarded us for about a half hour, and I’m surprised I was never asked for an autograph. I felt like the paparazzi was taking pictures of us and we couldn’t escape.
But I don’t want this to come off like a bad experience, because it was definitely the funniest thing that has happened to me here thus far. It is something I will always remember. After a day of being constantly stared at and feeling like a sexual object in the eyes of so many men, it was nice to have some comical relief from some teenage boys. I realized that sometimes the attention doesn’t always have to be negative and I just need to laugh it off and take it a little bit more lightly. Enjoy it while it lasts because I know I won’t be admired or asked for my picture multiple times when I return to the States.

Ana-Elisa, one of the girls in my group being bombarded with Chileans who wanted their picture with her.

Ana-Elisa, one of the girls in my group being bombarded with Chileans who wanted their picture with her.

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Nature of Friendship

I’ve been thinking a lot about the nature of friendship. The combination of 1) graduating college and 2) moving to another country has had consequences. New friends entering my life, new friendships forming. Other friends moving on, following their own adventures and dreams, our friendship fading. Still yet other friends, people for whom it does not matter how far apart we are, because I hold them close in my heart, as they do me. It is the nature of life, I suppose, that people come and go in our lives. Saying goodbye, drifting apart, brings a little nostalgia, and wistfulness, but I strive to accept change. Each person is a gift, time with them precious, and I appreciate them and the time spent together, before we part. How can I be only sad, when I know each new adventure brings new people into my life?

I don’t know why some friendships fade, and others remain strong. Does it matter? The nature of friendship is not clear-cut, has no single definition or description. There are people who I see and talk to only once or twice a year, and yet my fondness for them remains steadfast. There are other people, with whom I would be quite disappointed, if we spoke only infrequently. This is one of the aspects of the nature of friendship I’ve been contemplating. Why do I have different expectations of different people? Why do I respond differently to the same action (or inaction) by different friends? I don’t think this is a Kat-trait, either; I believe this is true of most people. I’ve decided the reason lies in emotional intimacy, and emotional investment. If I am invested in a person, emotionally, then that person has a greater ability to hurt or disappoint or anger me. When we invest part of ourselves in someone, we then develop expectations of them, which invites disappointment. I can also be good friends with someone, but still choose not to be emotionally intimate with him/her, which means my feelings are protected. I think this is at the heart of our different kinds of friendships. So, friends can hurt us, when we are intimate with them, when we invest in them. Expectations cannot help but lead to disappointment, so suffering, and it is damnably difficult to be emotionally intimate without developing expectations! These expectations, though, are, in a way, unfair. Each person is different, and will define what friendship means a little differently than everyone else. I know what friendship means to me, what I expect of my friends, and what I expect of myself in terms of how I treat my friends. However, my friends don’t necessarily define friendship the same as I do, and the discrepancies between our understanding of this relationship friendship and our resulting expectations also lead to disappointment, misunderstandings. That is the second part of expectations = suffering.

It is not just the dissimilarities in our broad definitions of friendship, though, that lead to suffering. Our understandings and interpretations of individual relationships also lead to incongruities.  Consider a tier-system, in which we place our friends at different levels: the higher the level, the closer they are to our hearts, and the more we expect from them. If I place someone at a high level, giving them trust and intimacy, and devoting more of my time and energy to maintaining our friendship. However, what if that person does not reciprocate equally, but instead places me at a lower level, in their own tier-system? Then he or she would not expect to invest as much in our friendship. I could be disappointed by him/her, and he/she could feel uncomfortable with my actions and expectations. Our positions could obviously switched, too. So this is yet another way in which the contrast between our interpretations of our friendship leads to suffering.

Of course, most friendships, in my experience do not lead to lots of suffering. I think this is because we tend to form close friendships with people whose ideas of friendship are similar to our own. For example– I am generally a reliable person, and I honestly have very few flaky friends. Those that I do have, well, I am fond of them, but I find I cannot fully invest myself in them, when I know that I won’t be able to withhold expectations. Is that their fault for being flaky, or my fault for imposing my own definition of friendship on them, for holding them to standards that I set? Does it have to be anyone’s fault? Why should I judge them as being “bad friends”, when that judgement is based on my values, and my expectations?

Obviously, these questions are semi-rhetorical.

I resolved many years ago that time is precious, and I want to share it with people whom I love, whom I am close to. This doesn’t mean not being friends with people who are different from me, or people whose understanding of friendship is different than mine. My conclusion, then, is to enjoy having lots of friends, and creating many different kinds of friendships with them. I am decidedly uninterested in trying to force anyone to follow standards I set. That sets us both up for suffering, which I don’t want for myself, or anyone I care for. Again, since I cannot not experience expectations, I cannot be emotionally intimate with everyone to the same degree, but why not accept that, accept people as they are, and create from there?

P.S.  You probably noticed I talk a lot about “expectations” and “suffering”.  My perspective of the world, and my personal opinions are strongly influenced by Zen Buddhism, which is very concerned with these.

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Kilkenny, Drocheda, and Dingle

It’s been a while, but I have been doing things!  I visited a bunch of smaller towns recently.  It was a bit strange comparing those towns to Dublin.  First off, I dropped by Kilkenny.  They have a castle!

Killkenny Castle

It wasn’t as cool as Blarney, though.  I prefer castles that are falling apart and dangerous to walk around in.  This castle is good if your idea of a castle is closer to Versailles   They have redone it in the Victorian style and it has lovely wallpaper.  Wallpaper is a big deal, I have learned.

There was a nice walk along the river leading up to the castle, and I stopped to read the inscription on a stone commemorating the casualties of war.

 

English Irish

There is the inscription in English and in Irish.

And here is Kilkenny itself!

Killkenny

Finally, I’m sorry but I had to do it; my brother and I spent a summer watching South Park.

They killed Kenny!

Next, we took a class trip to Drocheda, which is beautiful.  It’s especially lovely if you have a guide.  One of our professors grew up in Drocheda and he gave us a guided tour of the city!

We dropped by a graveyard (I never went to graveyards before I came to Ireland and now I can’t seem to stop peering in).  There was an interesting sculpture inset in one of the walls.

drowned lovers

According to a guidebook our professor pulled out, the statues are of a drowned woman and one of her lovers.  The sculptor chose to depict them, not as they were in life, but instead as they were found after they had died.  A very unusual choice.

It turns out Drocheda was burned to the ground by Oliver Cromwell on his rampage through Ireland.  He is not a very popular Oliver.  There is a popular Oliver however, and that is Saint Oliver Plunkett.  They even have his head on display in a church!

Oliver Plunkett's head

Yes, that is his actual head.

Finally, we took a nice hike up a hill and got a spectacular view of the whole city.

Drocheda

What amazed me the most about Drocheda was the fact that it contains so much history.  All of the little towns around Ireland have something significant connected with them, I’m sure.  This is an ancient country, built on myth and legend and sustained by stories, and that is a fact that keeps shocking me.  The United States are so young by comparison! Despite the fact that there was a culture thriving in America before Europeans arrived, we have nowhere near the stories that Ireland has.

Buuuut Ireland also has a county called Dingle.

heehee dingle

I laughed all weekend about that one.

We took a bus to Killarney and took a pony trap through the Gap of Dunloe.

Dandy and the landscape

Dandy is in almost all of my pictures, that lucky little horse.  The views were spectacular. I have far too many photos of the amazing landscapes.  The countryside was constantly shifting, too.  There are pieces that look like deserts and other parts that look like the lush, green countryside you would expect from Ireland.

Killarney landscape

We also took a cheerful run around a beach!  With actual sand instead of just rocks!

seascape

All in all, I took some truly amazing trips these past two weeks.  These are kind of remote, out-of-the-way areas.  It was a five-hour bus ride out to Dingle through some of the most glorious farmlands I have ever seen.  The ocean was tucked on our left side, the hills on our right, and there were sheep everywhere.  I feel like I got to see a side of Ireland that tourists are always searching for but may not be able to find.  There is a lot of space contained in this small island.

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The perks of being a foreigner

Recently, I’ve been having trouble navigating the foliage of Makuhari’s sprawling concrete jungle.

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I’ve been getting lost and quite frequently, I might add.

But in a place like Makuhari, with no heinous crime issues to fret about, I’ve experienced a joyful sense of wonder while caught up in the midst of what might otherwise seem utter, metropolitan chaos.

It is the constant stream of activity here that fascinates me; the citywide engine of business that never seems to lose steam, putt-putt, cough and die out like other weaker engines.

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This is why, upon forgetting my way to Kanda University, the old man enjoying a cigarette on a park bench seemed a rare sight, enough so for me to use what limited Japanese to strike up a conversation with him.

I had always wanted to chat for a while with an ojiisan, or, grandfather/old man.

Aside from the older generation’s different way of speaking, which is far more honorable and formal by comparison, there is something to be said for the importance of learning about the Japan he knew compared to the Japan that I am living in now.

There were traditions alive then that are seldom resurrected in contemporary Japanese society.

Though I intended to keep our exchange brief and pleasant, our topics composed a grand, dynamic arc of emotions, shifting between contentment, grief, intrigue and confusion.

As we smoked a few cigarettes, we discussed the importance of language and culture as harmonizing forces in the world, the deaths of our grandfathers, the Hiroshima bombing, American-Indian relations and the love of a good woman.

Oh yeah, and of course, cats versus dogs.

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It was about forty-five minutes long and it was the most engaging conversation I’ve had with anyone in Japanese by far, all because I had lost my way to school.

On the other hand, a rather traumatic experience occurred while getting lost on the way from Inagekaigan Train Station to my host family.

Riding my new cruiser from Chiba City Costco, which includes an automatic light, a built-in lock and a basket to suit utilitarian, commuter taste, I recalled what street to turn on but then realized how foolish it was of me not to write down directions beyond that.

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Every house in the neighborhood essentially looks the same, with only slight layout differences.

After blasting through the entirety of Archers of Loaf’s raw 1994 release, Vs. The Greatest of All Time, I finally started to realize how screwed I really was without a working phone as I sweat like a bad liar inside my raincoat.

With no small degree of luck, a white-masked cyclist then appeared out of the thinning mist, as she turned right and entered her frontyard far ahead of me.

Without time to waste, I rushed toward her on my bike and asked her if she knew the Suzukis in panting Japanese.

She said she didn’t but was kind enough to ask her mother who immediately hopped on her bike as a wordless answer, choosing to laugh instead as she led me back to the house which was, as it turned out, only two blocks away.

I felt like an idiot. I thanked her quickly before locking up my bike but then she said something to me in Japanese that made me realize why getting lost was worth it in the first place.

She said, “You’re young and I’m old. Of course you don’t know the way, that’s why you should enjoy yourself.”

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We’re all lost, just in different ways (Honoka’s never even been to the West Coast)!

When I walked in, my host mother immediately told me in Japanese about who she had called, worrying about my well-being, to which I replied honestly, “Yeah, I was worried for me too.”

She fixed me up a superb dinner of Japanese-style curry,karee, with rice, gohan, and my favorite kind of sashimi: octopus, or, tako.

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I thanked her for the food, told her I was sorry for worrying her and assured her that tomorrow, I’d be getting a new phone with SoftBank to be able to reach her with.

Getting lost is always a terrifying strain of adventure, but like finding a needle in the haystack, there are smalls grains of wisdom to be gained from being shown the way by someone, even if your interactions are limited to that.

But getting lost without a way for loved ones to contact you is a different thing entirely.

That just makes you a fool; like me, I suppose.

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Finally Feeling Like a Chilean

I haven’t posted in a while, and I must give an explanation. Last week I went to the bottom of the earth—Patagonia. I spent 4 glorious days hiking around the national park Torres del Paine, seeing some of the most incredible and breathtaking landscapes earth has to offer. It was a perfectly smooth trip and I honestly couldn’t have asked for anything more. I returned, ready to tell my story to the world. But missing basically a full week of classes grounded me a bit, as I had a lot of work to catch up on. All of last week, while I wanted to shout to the world that Patagonia had been the most glorious trip I’d ever taken, I needed for the first time since I’ve been here to actually study. This weekend I felt for sure my opportunity to blog about my hiking experience would come to light, but then I had such a cultural experience that I felt I had to share that over my trip to Patagonia.
While I learned so much about myself on my trip to Patagonia and feel that I have come back refreshed and ready to take on new challenges, this weekend was the first time I felt that I have become completely assimilated with the culture here in Chile. This week is called Semana Santa in Latin America, and celebrates the time in the Church when Jesus died and was resurrected—better known as Easter in the States. While Chile has a very strong Catholic influence, that can be traced back all the way to its independence, many people here are not religious. Catholic churches are scattered across the city with at least one church per street, yet many Sundays they remain less than full. My host mom is the exception. She goes to church every Sunday; and I’ve had the pleasure of going with her once before. Being Catholic myself, this was also an important holiday for me and I was very curious to see how it was celebrated here.
Although Semana Santa indicates it is a week long, in reality it is only a long weekend—Friday to Sunday. All the businesses and schools close for Friday in remembrance of Jesus’ crucifixion. I asked my mom on Thursday if there was a service for Good Friday. It’s my favorite mass in the States and I assumed since all the schools and businesses were closed there would be a big service. However, she admitted she wouldn’t be going to any and didn’t even know when they were. This took me back a little bit. That Friday we ended up having a day spent with all my host mom’s family, going to the cemetery with her brother and sister to visit their mother’s grave. We had a big lunch afterwards with lots of wine and champagne to celebrate Semana Santa. I felt so glad that they had invited me to share this special day with their family and for the first time, I felt like I was becoming apart of the Chilean culture.
After lunch, I decided to walk around my neighborhood a bit, hoping to find a park where I could sit under a tree and read. I ended up finding a small park and yes, I did read for a bit. But after about a half hour a group of young girls all dressed in black stepped out of a car and into the park. I thought it might be a funeral of some kind but then behind the girls a man stepped out dressed in a white robe with a red sash thrown across his chest and a crown on his head. There were a few other boys dressed in a similarly interesting fashion. I now remembered my mom telling me about this earlier that week. There were processions given by the young people of Santiago on Friday to represent the crucifixion. I decided to go over and check it out. A bunch of people had now gathered around the kids and I could pick out amongst all the robes, that there were a few older people—priests. All at once everyone began singing and when they were finished the priest read from a sheet of paper. I picked up that they were going to reenact the stations of the cross.
After they read the first station and the kids, who I now understood were playing Jesus, Mary, and other various characters from the crucifixion, had acted out their parts, the assembly moved to the end of the park, singing as they went. I figured they would move around the park, I would probably watch for a few minutes and then leave. The procession ended up walking around the city for about 2 hours, reading each station of the cross as they went and praying in between. I, although I thought I would only stay for a few stations, ended up following the whole way until they ended at a church on a street I’d never been on before.
I was really happy that I had the opportunity to watch this cultural experience. In the end it appeared very similar to the mass given on Good Friday in the States, with only slight differences and the obvious fact that it was outside walking around the city. I had enjoyed myself so much and at the end of the day felt like a true Chilean.
When I returned home, my host mom informed me that we would be going to mass the next night, on Saturday. I was a little surprised by this because mass in the States for Easter is always on Sunday, not Saturday. My mom explained to me that there are two masses, but the one on Saturday celebrated the resurrection of Jesus while the one on Sunday was just a normal mass.
The next night, we attended the Easter Vigil mass, which they call la Resurreción here. The mass was completely different than any other Catholic mass I had experienced before. At first they turned off all the lights in the church to symbolize that Jesus had died. After singing a song, the priest came down the aisle from the back of the church lighting the candles that everyone held in their hands. They church began to light up with these small flames, illuminating everyone’s faces as they held them. They continued to sing but now with more vigor than before. Everyone was so happy. From the way they sang and how they moved the candles slightly back and forth with the rhythm, I could feel the love for God in the air, the pure joy that he had risen and saved the people. It was a truly beautiful moment where I can honestly say I felt so blessed. I’m not a person to outwardly speak about my faith, but in that moment I felt closer to God than I had ever felt before.
The mass continued with readings from the bible, that for the most part I didn’t understand. But with each song in between the readings the people expressed their devote love to God and in those moments, even when I couldn’t understand one word they were saying, I felt the love in the air and my own soul lighting up with the joy of the moment. I left feeling completely renewed and thanking God that he had given me this divine experience. It is something I will remember forever. I got the blessed opportunity to see the Chilean people in their raw form, and even if most of those people only go to church on Easter, I could see that they still had a faith and love for God that ran deeper than any Catholic faith I had witnessed in the States.

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The young people who played the characters of the crucifixion

The young people who played the characters of the crucifixion

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Brief revelation

Tonight, I had nothing short of a revelation—one that thankfully applies to other people.

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I finally discovered a hint toward the inexplicable feeling I keep having here in Japan; a certain sense of significance that I hadn’t, until now, been able to pin down.

Regardless of Tokyo’s bold aesthetics, I understood that everything seems shiny and new and exciting to me because, the fact is, living abroad makes a child of us all.

Think of any time you’ve traveled to a foreign country and asked a local where you need to go: no matter what age, everyone feels like a lost child, searching for a sense of security without having the slightest idea of how to find it.

Furthermore, knowing that I’ll be living with the Suzuki family who already accept me as their own (both parents insist on my calling them “Mama and Papa”), I realized that I’m lucky enough to undergo a second childhood through their wisdom.

IMG_8852Due to their eagerness to both teach me and learn from me, the Suzukis seem happy to raise me, along with my surrogate brother and sister, Remon and Raimu (Japanese adaptations of the English words, “lemon” and “lime”), not only to help me understand Japan but to ultimately understand the world at large.

The sincerity through which they pursue this endeavor is constantly made clear to me through their affectionate use of “chan” in conjunction with my name and their friendly offers to go running, shopping and even drinking with me as their equal.

Somehow, in America, I doubt that we are usually so respectful to our foreign guests.

As I’ve said before, I feel tremendously lucky, especially as a Japanese major, to have this opportunity to spend so much bonding time with a people whom I have admired for so long.

At different moments in my life, people have told me that my enthusiasm for Japanese culture is almost childlike and I’m glad to say they’re right, considering my current silly, giddy state.

At least for me, childishness does not strike me as a necessarily bad trait.

Not to sound trite in borrowing the phrase, but “ignorance is,” indeed, “bliss.”

IMG_8855As time spent with my new little brother has taught me, there is a sort of purity in not knowing, a blank void to be filled in with colors of every kind.

Therefore, whether or not you’re reading this from home or abroad, consider ways to spontaneously tap into that “lost self,” or, in other words, your “child self.”

Cynics, skeptics, nihilists, all, heed this advice because it’s never too late to continue your childhood—there are simply different phases.

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Twenty-four hours

Within the first twenty-four hours of living in the greater Tokyo area, I was overjoyed to quickly find my place amid the Chiba prefecture’s serene, though hardly idle, urban culture.

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After an extensive introduction to our abroad experience, which included a tour of our hotel and information about its surrounding restaurants, I went to try some of the native food that initially spurred my obsession with Japan as a ten-year-old: sushi, or, as the Japanese indicate anything worthy of honor by adding “o” as a prefix, osushi!

With the astute advice of my new Japanese conversation partner, Asuka, we decided on an affordable nearby sushiya known as Yamato.

Asuka is a Chinese major who tells me she loves movies and shopping, things that I can talk anybody’s ear off about, and she strikes me as both insightful, though fairly soft-spoken.

For the price of 735 yen, roughly $7.50, I bought a mixed plate of osushi, which also included complimentary green tea, or ocha, and miso soup.

Throughout our dinner, Asuka and I shared our thoughts about the food and Japanese culture through bouts of Japanese and English (“Japenglish,” as I like to call it) and we both agreed that Yamato had incredible osushi for such a humble price.

Apparently, other locals had the same idea because ten minutes or so after we arrived, the already cramped restaurant was filled up with everyone shoulder-to-shoulder at both the tables and the sushi bar.

Even so, the sushi chefs were willing to chat with me about their favorite kinds of osushi to work with, adding every now and then that my Japanese was good and that they were elated to serve both my friend and I.

I’ve been to both Virginia and Texas before and I can now say with no small measure of conviction that the Japanese humble style of hospitality blows so-called “Southern hospitality” out of the water.

Sorry I’m not sorry for saying so.

IMG_8831The next day, I went to a noodle shop inside one of the malls nearby Hotel Springs Makuhari with some particularly amicable study abroad students.

For the sake of branching out, many of us ordered food that we had either never heard of or never tried—I for one ordered udon with vegetarian fried rice because I really couldn’t imagine anything that sounded more delicious in the moment.

I also couldn’t imagine anything more perfect to compliment it than the cigarette my new friend from University of Minnesota had offered me.

IMG_8835We had both forgotten that, in Japan, smoking during dinner is totally fine until we walked into the restaurant and noticed a duo of two particularly mischievous looking Japanese youths smoking and drinking beer in the corner.

Needless to say, we both concurred in the statement he made then: “Dude, I love this place.”

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